Paris Jackson says she feels dad Michael Jackson “with me all the time”

Paris Jackson has been a superstar her entire life despite being only 24 years old and the second child of the iconic musician Michael Jackson.

Paris has experienced several difficulties since the death of her father. But, the gifted young lady is currently pursuing her own singing career.

Despite the ups and downs in her life, she has now made the decision to talk about her upbringing with her father, known as the “King of Pop.” Few, if any, individuals are unaware of Michael Jackson’s existence.

Michael Jackson – “King of Pop”

You know, you’re not referred to as “The King of Pop” for nothing, do you? Even while we like the late singer’s music, his life wasn’t always easy.

Michael had domestic issues from the beginning, when he performed with his siblings in the Jackson Five, which were made worse by a strict father who was quick to discipline his children if they disobeyed.

Michael Jackson may be considered a product, someone who was created from an early age to be an entertainer and vocalist. That won’t change the fact that his music, dance, and songwriting are all absolute masterpieces.

When Michael Jackson passed away in 2009, the whole world mourned the singer. He had been chased by paparazzis’ and tabloid newspapers for pretty much his entire life, but not even when he was laid to rest for the last time was he spared.

Paris Jackson – Michael’s daughter

Several media helicopters followed the helicopters delivering his body from the hospital in Los Angeles. News about Michael Jackson and his family is still reported on all around the world today.

Nowadays, his family members receive the majority of the attention. His kids in particular have come under attack since the Jackson family is a popular target for paparazzi.

Paris Jackson, the second child of Jackson, has grown up in the public eye. She is now making every effort to distinguish herself from Michael Jackson’s child and become her own person.

She has been suffering from mental illness for a number of years, yet she is actually doing extremely well.

Paris Jackson – early life

On April 3, 1998, in California, Paris Jackson was born. She is Michael Jackson’s only daughter and his second kid.

She and her brother were both homeschooled up until the sixth grade, which made her early years quite private. The kids were carefully protected from the public because Michael Jackson was keen on allowing them to maintain their seclusion. The children in Michael’s family were either wearing costumes or having their heads wrapped in scarves to conceal their faces in early photographs.

As a result, life on the Neverland Ranch was extremely constrained for Paris and her siblings. No one can deny that they were immensely wealthy, but it must have also been difficult.

Speaking with supermodel Naomi Campbell, Paris Jackson opened up about her father, and what her upbringing was like.

She said that Michael Jackson made sure that they were “cultured”.

“My dad was really good about making sure we were cultured, making sure we were educated, and not just showing us like the glitz and glam, like hotel hopping, five-star places,” Paris said.

“It was also like, we saw everything. We saw third world countries. We saw every part of the spectrum.”

Speaks out on her childhood

Paris Jackson lived all over the world during her childhood days, as her father toured across the globe to play in front of hundreds of thousands of people.

She claims to have been quite appreciative of her “rich” upbringing. Paris also discovered early on that she should not feel entitled. Her father made sure that the kids understood the idea of working hard to attain what they want.

“Even growing up it was about earning stuff,” Paris said. “If we wanted five toys from FAO Schwarz or Toys ‘R’ Us, we had to read five books.

“It’s earning it, not just being entitled to certain things or thinking ‘oh I got this’,” she added. “It’s like working for it, working hard for it, it’s something else entirely, it’s an accomplishment.”

Paris was only 11 years old when her father passed away

Tragic passing of Michael Jackson

On June 25, 2009, “The King of Pop” experienced a heart arrest at home and soon after being taken to a neighboring hospital, he passed suddenly. According to Michael Jackson’s will, Paris and her brothers were placed in Katherine Jackson’s legal custody.

Paris, then 11 years old, spoke briefly about her father in front of the entire world during the funeral service that was broadcast on television.

“Ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine,” she said. “And I just wanted to say I love him so much.”

Paris and her brothers, Prince Michael, 12, and Prince Michael II, 7, were all in attendance during the televised memorial service. In fact, that was pretty much the first time the world caught more than just a glimpse of Jackson’s children.

Then, in January 2010, they were once again were seen in public while accepting a posthumous Lifetime Achievement Award for their father at the 2010 Grammy

Paris Jackson – life after Neverland

In November the same year, Paris appeared on the Oprah Winfrey Show to speak about her father, saying that he was amazing.

“I kind of felt like no one understood what a good father he was, he was the best cook ever,” she told Winfrey. “He was just a normal dad.”

“He made the best French toast in the world,” Paris added.

When Michael Jackson passed away, Paris Jackson moved into a mansion in Calabasas, California, with her grandmother Katherine Jackson, as well as other members of her family.

When she turned 19, she decided to move into Michael Jackson’s private studio at the family compound, which she transformed into a dorm-style bedroom.

Losing your father is hard as it is. But for Paris, it was much more than that. All of a sudden, she was expected to carry on her father’s legacy.

“I tried to grow up too fast”

Upon starting seventh grade, Paris decided to attend a private school. At this point, the only ones accepting her for who she was were the older kids, and it didn’t turn out perfect.

“I was doing a lot of things that 13-, 14-, 15-year-olds shouldn’t do. I tried to grow up too fast, and I wasn’t really that nice of a person,” she tells us.

Around the same time, social media had become a thing, and Paris faced cyberbullying.

“The whole freedom-of-speech thing is great,” she explained. “But I don’t think that our Founding Fathers predicted social media when they created all of these amendments and stuff.”

Paris went through a lot of trauma as a teenager. She even tried taking her own life following a very serious incident, but that was also somewhat of a turning point.

She spent her sophomore year, as well as half her junior year, at a therapeutic school in Utah, which was great for her.

“I’m a completely different person,” she said. “I was crazy. I was actually crazy, I was going through a lot of, like, teen angst. And I was also dealing with my depression and my anxiety without any help.”

Paris Jackson – career

Paris graduated high school in 2015 – one year early – but by this point, she had a lot on her mind. She was one of the heirs of Michel Jackson’s billion-dollar heritage, and everyone saw her as a celebrity, even though she actually hadn’t done anything.

Now, though, Jackson is heading in the same direction as her father: the entertainment business. She’s taken her father’s advice seriously: if you want something, you have to put in work to get it. During the Naomi Campbell interview, Paris stated that she was a “full believer” that she should earn her own success.

For someone born into ridiculous wealth, as the child of one of the most famous people in modern history, this is something we truly adore Paris for. No matter what has happened in her past or who her father is, she wants to do her own thing.

She grew up around only adults except for her siblings. When she left Neverland to go to a real school, it was a big change for her. She grew up as the child of Michael Jackson, but for her, the world was more than that. And in the beginning, it sure was hard.

“Once I got introduced into the real world, I was shocked. It blew me away,” Paris explained. “Not just because it was sexist, but misogynist and racist and cruel. It was scary as hell. And it still is really scary.”

Modeling and music

So what did Paris do? Well, she went her own way, starting out working as a model. And she has a real talent for it!

In recent years, she’s been on the covers of some of the world’s most influential magazines, including Rolling Stone, Vogue and Narcisse to name a few.

For Paris, modeling is a very therapeutic and natural thing. Many were shocked when her father transformed via his many plastic surgeries. But in this age of social media and cyberbullying, Paris understands his choice.

“I’ve had self-esteem issues for a really, really long time,” she said. “Plenty of people think I’m ugly, and plenty of people don’t. But there’s a moment when I’m modeling where I forget about my self-esteem issues and focus on what the photographer’s telling me – and I feel pretty. And in that sense, it’s selfish.”

Through her Instagram page, Paris’s followers can see her life as she seems to like spending time with her friends, doing all the things in life she couldn’t really experience at a younger age.

Released her first album

She released her debut album Wilted in 2020, following in her father’s musical footsteps. Paris Jackson is doing music, but her CD is indie folk rather than the R&B and pop style for which her father was famous.

“It’s mainly just a story of heartbreak and love, in general, and the thoughts and feelings that come after it doesn’t work out,” she remarked.

Paris Jackson grew up with her father’s music, and she says she knows all the words to his songs. At the same time as she created her own sound, it’s inevitable that Michael Jackson’s taste in music influenced her.

“He loved classical music and jazz and Hip Hop and R&B and obviously the Motown stuff,” she says.

Paris Jackson has paid tribute to her father on her body, acquiring more than 50 tattoos. Nine of them are devoted to Michael Jackson.

She has learned to cope with the devastating loss of her father rather than believing that time will make everything better.

She remembers Michael Jackson visiting her in her dreams, so she knows he will always be there with her.

“I live life with the mentality of ‘OK, I lost the only thing that has ever been important to me.’” she mentioned. “So going forward, anything bad that happens can’t be nearly as bad as what happened before. So I can handle it.

“I feel him with me all the time.”

People who have experienced parental loss may undoubtedly relate to Paris and the pain she is going through. Nobody, however, has had the same level of experience growing up as Paris Jackson had.

We’re ecstatic that she may now go about her business without being followed everywhere she goes by paparazzi. Paris, good luck!

Please, share this article with friends and family if you also think Paris Jackson is a brave woman!

My Husband Made Me Justify Every Penny I Spent with Explanatory Notes — So I Taught Him a Lesson He’d Never Forget

Budgeting is important. But when my husband demanded I JUSTIFY every dollar I spent, even on essentials like diapers and tampons, I realized this wasn’t about money. So I played along, but he had no idea I was about to teach him the most expensive lesson of his life.

I never thought marriage would turn into a daily accounting session. Yet there I was, a mother of twin babies, writing down why I needed to buy diapers and shampoo like I was applying for a loan from the world’s most condescending bank. But trust me when I say this… the reckoning that followed was worth every humiliating entry in that little notebook.

A heartbroken woman | Source: Midjourney

A heartbroken woman | Source: Midjourney

Let me start from the beginning…

My husband, Ethan, and I had been together for six years, married for three. Before our twins arrived, we were equals. I had my marketing career and he had his finance job. We split expenses evenly and never argued about money.

“Look at us adulting like pros,” Ethan joked after we finished our monthly budget review. “Most couples fight about money, but we’ve got this down to a science.”

I laughed and clinked my coffee mug against his. “That’s because neither of us is trying to be the boss of the other’s wallet. Novel concept, right?”

Then I got pregnant with twins… and EVERYTHING changed.

A pregnant woman | Source: Unsplash

A pregnant woman | Source: Unsplash

We agreed I’d take a year off to care for our babies before returning to work. It seemed like a solid plan at the time.

The twins, James and Lily, arrived in a whirlwind of sleepless nights and endless diaper changes. I barely had time to shower, let alone worry about household finances.

But as months passed, I noticed the change in Ethan. It began with small comments, dropped casually like breadcrumbs leading to something darker.

Two cute babies on the bed | Source: Pexels

Two cute babies on the bed | Source: Pexels

“Holy cow, we’re burning through formula like it’s free,” he remarked one evening, eyebrows shooting up as I added it to our shopping list.

“Yeah, turns out babies don’t photosynthesize,” I replied dryly. “They need actual food! Crazy concept.”

He sighed. “At this rate, I might as well just hand my paycheck straight to the cashier and call it a day.”

An annoyed man | Source: Midjourney

An annoyed man | Source: Midjourney

The comments continued, gaining frequency and edge. One night, as I rocked Lily to sleep, Ethan appeared in the doorway, waving a receipt like it was evidence in a murder trial.

“Another grocery run? What is this, your third pilgrimage this week?”

“No, it’s my secret affair with the cashier,” I whispered sarcastically. “We needed diapers, Ethan. Unless you’d prefer the twins start using the backyard like the neighbor’s dog.”

A grocery bill | Source: Midjourney

A grocery bill | Source: Midjourney

The breaking point came on a Tuesday night. The twins were finally asleep, and I managed to cook an actual meal instead of ordering takeout.

Ethan sat down at the table, looking at the roast chicken with approval. “Wow, real food that doesn’t come in a delivery bag. I’m impressed.”

“Thanks,” I smiled, pouring water. “I figured we deserved something that didn’t taste like cardboard for once.”

A man looking at his chicken roast and smiling | Source: Midjourney

A man looking at his chicken roast and smiling | Source: Midjourney

He took a bite, then set down his fork with the deliberation of someone about to detonate an explosive. “I’ve been thinking about our spending.”

My stomach tightened. “What about it?”

“I think you need to be more mindful about spending since you’re NOT earning right now.”

I blinked. “I’m sorry, what was that? The sound of your foot entering your mouth must have distorted your words.”

A shocked woman | Source: Midjourney

A shocked woman | Source: Midjourney

“You’re not earning right now, Lauren,” he repeated firmly. “I think you should track what you spend and justify it. It’ll teach you to be more economical.”

I laughed sharply. “Oh, that’s rich. Tell me, what’s the going rate for a 24/7 nanny, housekeeper, and personal chef these days? Because I’m pretty sure I’m saving us about five grand a month.”

“Don’t be dramatic,” he snapped. “I just think it would be helpful for you to understand where the money goes.”

“Oh, I understand perfectly. Into keeping your children alive and your house from turning into a biohazard zone.”

An angry man | Source: Midjourney

An angry man | Source: Midjourney

“Why are you making this into such a big deal?” he asked, exasperated. “I’m the only one bringing in money right now.”

“Fine,” I said, pushing back from the table. “You want receipts? I’ll give you receipts. And I hope you enjoy sleeping in the guest room tonight, because the Bank of Ethan doesn’t extend credit to this particular bed.”

The next morning, I found a notebook on the kitchen counter with a bright yellow sticky note: “Every purchase needs an explanation. This will help you learn better budgeting!”

I stood there, my twins balanced on each hip, staring at that patronizing exclamation mark as tears threatened to spill.

A notebook on a table with a sticky note | Source: Midjourney

A notebook on a table with a sticky note | Source: Midjourney

When Ethan came into the kitchen, I was still standing there.

“You can’t be serious about this,” I said, nodding toward the notebook.

He poured himself coffee, calm as he could be. “I am. It’s just a good habit to develop.”

“A good habit? Next you’ll be asking me to raise my hand to use the bathroom.”

A man smiling | Source: Midjourney

A man smiling | Source: Midjourney

“Very funny. Just write down WHAT you buy and WHY.”

“And if I don’t?”

His jaw tightened. “Then maybe we need to rethink how we handle household finances.”

“Meaning what, exactly? An allowance? A gold star when I’ve been extra thrifty? Or maybe you’d prefer if I just start bartering… a load of laundry for a new tube of toothpaste?”

“Just try this for now. Period.”

A stunned woman | Source: Midjourney

A stunned woman | Source: Midjourney

“Sure thing, boss,” I replied, my voice syrupy sweet. “Anything else? Should I start calling you Sir? Perhaps bow when you enter the room?”

He rolled his eyes and headed for the door. “Just fill out the notebook, Lauren.”

I looked down at James and Lily, then back at the notebook.

“Well, kids,” I whispered. “Looks like Mommy’s about to teach Daddy a lesson in creative accounting.”

A woman with a calculative glint in her eyes | Source: Midjourney

A woman with a calculative glint in her eyes | Source: Midjourney

For the first week, I played along. Every purchase was meticulously documented with an explanation that walked the line between compliance and defiance.

“Milk – $4.99. Because apparently the twins can’t survive on water and good intentions.” They need calcium.”

“Diapers – $19.50. Unless you’d prefer I use your dress shirts as alternative wiping materials.”

“Toilet paper – $8.99. For when nature calls and doesn’t send a text first.”

Ethan reviewed the notebook each night, his mouth tightening.

An annoyed man holding a notebook | Source: Midjourney

An annoyed man holding a notebook | Source: Midjourney

“Is all this sarcasm really necessary?” he asked, skimming through the pages.

I batted my eyelashes innocently. “What? I’m being thorough. Isn’t that what financial responsibility looks like?”

“You know what I meant.”

“Do I? Because from where I’m standing, it seems like you’ve mistaken me for an employee rather than your wife.”

A woman with a cunning smile | Source: Midjourney

A woman with a cunning smile | Source: Midjourney

Week two arrived, and with it, my counter-strategy. While Ethan was at work, I went through his wallet, our credit card statements, and his personal account. That evening, when he sat down to review my entries, he found something unexpected.

“Six-pack of craft beer – $14.99,” he read aloud, his voice rising. “Note: Essential for husband’s ability to watch sports without becoming insufferable.”

His eyes widened as he continued.

“Online poker deposit – $50. Note: Because gambling is a ‘hobby’ when men do it and ‘irresponsible’ when women buy a $5 latte.”

He flipped the page, his face reddening.

“Takeout lunch – $17.45. Note: Could have packed a lunch for $2, but that would require advance planning and basic kitchen skills.”

A furious man looking at a notebook | Source: Midjourney

A furious man looking at a notebook | Source: Midjourney

He slammed the notebook down. “What the hell is this?”

I looked up from the laundry I was folding, the picture of innocence. “Oh, I decided to be extra helpful and track all household expenses. Comprehensive budgeting, right?”

“This isn’t about me,” he snapped.

“Oh, but it is. You’re part of this household, aren’t you? Or does the great financial overlord exist outside the rules he creates for his subjects?”

A woman with a grim stare | Source: Midjourney

A woman with a grim stare | Source: Midjourney

Ethan stood up and walked out of the room.

“Don’t forget to document tomorrow’s coffee run!” I called after him. “I hear financial transparency is all the rage these days!”

But I wasn’t done yet.

For the next few days, an uneasy truce settled over our home. Then came the invitation to dinner at his parents’ house. Perfect.

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A table set for dinner | Source: Pexels

“Mom wants to see the twins on Saturday,” Ethan said.

I nodded, a plan forming. “It’ll be nice to get out of the house and interact with adults who don’t ask me to justify buying toothpaste.”

My in-laws, Mary and Victor, had always been kind to me, especially Mary, who had been a source of support since the twins were born.

Saturday arrived, and I packed the diaper bag with extra care, making sure to include one special item.

Baby diapers in a bag | Source: Midjourney

Baby diapers in a bag | Source: Midjourney

Mary greeted us warmly, cooing over James and Lily. Dinner was pleasant enough, and as we finished the dessert, Mary turned to me.

“Lauren, honey, you look exhausted. Are the twins still not sleeping through the night?”

I smiled, seeing my opening. “Oh, you know, between the babies and the homework, sleep is a luxury.”

She tilted her head, confused. “Homework? What homework?”

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A puzzled older woman | Source: Midjourney

“Oh, didn’t Ethan tell you about his exciting new financial literacy program?” I reached into the diaper bag and pulled out the notebook. “Ethan’s been teaching me the value of a dollar while I’m on maternity leave.”

Her eyebrows shot up. “Is that so?”

Mmm-hmm. He makes me write explanations for everything I buy. Like a seventh-grade economics project, but with more sleep deprivation.”

A woman looking at someone in a dining room | Source: Midjourney

A woman looking at someone in a dining room | Source: Midjourney

Mary’s expression shifted from curiosity to disbelief. “He what..?”

Victor leaned forward, frowning. “Son, please tell me this isn’t what it sounds like.”

Ethan’s face drained of color. “It’s not… Mom, Dad, it’s just a budgeting exercise.”

“A budgeting exercise?” I asked, grinning like a Cheshire cat. “Let me read you my personal favorite entry: ‘Tampons – $10.49. Note: Because Mother Nature’s monthly gift doesn’t accept returns and I left my cork collection at my parents’ house.’”

A startled man | Source: Midjourney

A startled man | Source: Midjourney

The silence was deafening. Then Mary erupted.

“ETHAN!” she thundered, slamming her hand on the table. “Are you out of your mind? Is this how we raised you to treat your wife?”

Victor shook his head. “Son, I’ve never been more ashamed.”

Ethan sputtered, “It… it wasn’t like that! We agreed —”

“She’s home raising YOUR children!” Mary cut him off. “What exactly do you think that’s worth per hour? Because I can tell you right now, you couldn’t afford her if she sent you an invoice!”

An angry older lady | Source: Midjourney

An angry older lady | Source: Midjourney

I slid the notebook toward her. “There’s more. I started tracking his expenses too. For educational purposes, of course.”

Mary flipped through the pages, her expression darkening. When she reached the section with Ethan’s expenses, she let out a laugh that could only be described as predatory.

“Oh, this is rich,” she said to Victor. “Apparently, $50 poker games are essential, but Lauren needs to explain why she bought baby wipes.”

Victor crossed his arms. “You expect your wife to care for twins without pay, then make her grovel for necessities? What kind of man have you become?”

A disappointed senior man | Source: Midjourney

A disappointed senior man | Source: Midjourney

Ethan finally broke. “ENOUGH! I GET IT! I SCREWED UP!”

He grabbed the notebook and ripped it in half, then stormed out. The door slammed moments later.

Mary reached for my hand. “Sweetheart, are you okay? Do you need money?”

I squeezed her hand. “No, don’t worry about the money. As it turns out, I’ve become quite the budgeting expert.”

The drive home was silent. When we pulled in, Ethan turned off the engine but didn’t move.

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A man driving a car | Source: Unsplash

“That was a nuclear-level humiliation back there,” he finally said.

“Imagine that feeling, but every day, in your own home… from the person who’s supposed to be your partner.”

He turned to look at me. “I didn’t mean to make you feel like that.”

“What did you think would happen? That I’d thank you for treating me like I was embezzling from the family cookie jar?”

A woman sitting in a car | Source: Midjourney

A woman sitting in a car | Source: Midjourney

“I was scared,” he admitted. “The responsibility of being the only provider… it freaked me out. But I handled it all wrong.”

“That’s the understatement of the century.”

“I’m sorry, Lauren. Truly. I was an ass.”

“You were a world-class, gold-medal-winning ass, Ethan.”

A small smile flickered across his face. “I deserve that.”

A guilty man | Source: Midjourney

A guilty man | Source: Midjourney

“I need you to understand something,” I continued. “I may not be bringing in a paycheck right now, but what I do has value. Massive value. I’m not spending your money… I’m investing it in our family.”

He nodded. “Crystal clear.”

The aftermath was transformative. Ethan never mentioned tracking my spending again. He started coming home earlier, taking the twins so I could have time to myself. Small gestures that spoke louder than any apology.

A man giving a woman money | Source: Pexels

A man giving a woman money | Source: Pexels

And from that day on, he never questioned me about money. Not once.

Because every now and then, when a hint of his old controlling self surfaced, I would simply look him dead in the eye and ask:

“Would you like me to start another notebook? I still have your mother on speed dial.”

And just like that, he remembered not just the humiliation, but the lesson beneath it: that partnerships aren’t built on balance sheets and justifications, but on trust, respect, and the understanding that some contributions will never fit into the narrow columns of a ledger.

I never thought I’d need to teach my husband how to see me as an equal again. But sometimes, the hardest lessons are the ones that leave the deepest marks.

A woman with a triumphant smile | Source: Midjourney

A woman with a triumphant smile | Source: Midjourney

This work is inspired by real events and people, but it has been fictionalized for creative purposes. Names, characters, and details have been changed to protect privacy and enhance the narrative. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.

The author and publisher make no claims to the accuracy of events or the portrayal of characters and are not liable for any misinterpretation. This story is provided “as is,” and any opinions expressed are those of the characters and do not reflect the views of the author or publisher.

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